In working with my accountability partner I recognized that I have inside myself - hot pockets of resistance - to certain things that are good for me.
One of my personality quirks is - when I label something it starts to reveal itself.
So I'm expecting hot pockets of resistance to reveal themselves to me in the future.
And my mind will scream & yell when I try to examine them. The questions I am going to ask are - what are they? What purpose are they serving? If they are not serving my growing into the person I want to be - how do I deal with them or get around them?
I'm not going to look for their origin because the origin of most such things is the same and knowing it doesn't change it. It just makes me angry mad woman.